SSJ3-Shima

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Mocking Thoughts by SSJ3-Shima, literature

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Mocking Thoughts

I lay here in this place. I lay here in dimly lit darkness. I lay as I feel my thoughts slowly cloud my mind. They tease me and corrupt my mind. They relentlessly insist on questions, "Are you good enough?" "Are you even worth anything?" That's when it shifts to self insult. "You aren't good at that." "You don't have enough skill to do that." "You're spineless, a sensitive coward." "Whose support do you have? No one." I take in all these sharp thoughts. I lay here and analyze each thought. Then, a burst of strength, a self-assurance, "I AM good enough, I AM worth something!" "I AM good at that!" "I DO have enough skill for it

That 'One in a Million' by SSJ3-Shima, literature

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That 'One in a Million'

"These are the words straight from my heart They've been in there ever since the start That which I have done, Is stuck like a rerun. What I say is how I feel when it comes to you, And baby yes I do, I do love you. You're a one in a million, But my love for you is far more than a billion I've never stopped feeling that love, The type of love blessed from above. We've done our changing but this fact will always be true, I will never stop loving you. The words I possess ring true, But they could never begin to explain how much I love you. Not holding you hurts me, But all I hope is that you see, understand, and answer my plea Al

If Only by SSJ3-Shima, literature

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If Only

"If only things could be easy, Instead they just make things queasy. Full of emotional pain, Pain falling like rain. If only she were mine, To that, I would not whine. She is the one I love, She is the one sent from above. If only you were my baby, I'd cherish every moment and keep the memory with me. You are so special to me, And again I beg that you see my plea. If only we were together, Because I'll always love you forever. You have my heart, And you've had it from the start. If only there was nothing keeping us apart Our love is as elegant as a piece of art. Oh god if only we were together, Because I will always love yo

Slow Descent Into Unfortunate Madness by SSJ3-Shima, literature

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Slow Descent Into Unfortunate Madness

A disturbing sight I see before me, The world I live in, drifting away, It fades away, as if it is trying to flee. I try to hold on and get it to stay. But I can only stand and stare, As it all rises into the air. But then I collapse as it all crumbles around me. And the fires of my life, my past, swirl around me and engulf me. They swirl and swirl, draining all of my being. Then only I am left, Left to drag and stumble around in my world Stuck in a depression, maddened by my anxiety and my paranoia. Hearing what isnt there. I'm practically listening to air, The voices of the wind. I'm not insane, but I am far from well I inha

My Mind by SSJ3-Shima, literature

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My Mind

"Through the darkness I found a way, To survive my mind, to survive each day. To clear my head for just one second, To attempt a smile, and have it stay. Amongst my enemies, my sanity is one. Though, to call it "sanity" is far from true. You can call it "insanity," my mind on the run. Those who know my mind are just a few. In my mind are many things, Disturbing, dark, and cryptic things. To find myself in thought brings many stings. Like hearing my own cries like hallow rings. Oh, in my mind what such sorrows can bring. Oh, how such sorrows can sting. Oh, how my cries can be heard in hollow, woeful rings. Woe and all of this, l

Insanity Abyss by SSJ3-Shima, literature

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Insanity Abyss

"The darkness sweeps through. Flowing in like a cold wind. It sweeps the surroundings, And ventures into a crevice of life. Each crevice, a breathing individual. Each individual, a victim in an unforseen future. Every crevice is in unknown danger. The danger of fate, of life, of an internal abyss. This abyss, an empty shell of night. Disorienting and draining to some. Shuffling around in the shell of a body, Slowly being drained, losing life in its own abyss. Although to others, it is a boost. A negative boost, a boost of rage, clouding madness. Slowly losing control, bending and bending. Bending until the inevitable snap. The

Around the Clock Love by SSJ3-Shima, literature

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Around the Clock Love

"From Day to Night, You are my guiding light From Night to Day, I never want you to go away. From Sunrise to Sunset, My love for you is always set. From Sunset to Sunrise, I can always get lost in your eyes From Dusk until Dawn, My love is always on From Dawn until Dusk, Without you, I am just and empty husk For you, I always have time. And indeed for you, I have made this rhyme. So please read it if you get the chance And please give me more than just a glance" -SSJ3-Shima

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Mocking Thoughts by SSJ3-Shima, literature

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That 'One in a Million' by SSJ3-Shima, literature

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That 'One in a Million'

If Only by SSJ3-Shima, literature

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If Only

Slow Descent Into Unfortunate Madness by SSJ3-Shima, literature

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Slow Descent Into Unfortunate Madness

My Mind by SSJ3-Shima, literature

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My Mind

Insanity Abyss by SSJ3-Shima, literature

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Insanity Abyss

Around the Clock Love by SSJ3-Shima, literature

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Around the Clock Love

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United States
Deviant for 16 years
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Current Residence: Not saying publicly.

Favourite genre of music: Anything I hear and think sounds good.

Favourite photographer: Don't have one yet.

Favourite style of art: anime, chibi, colors

MP3 player of choice: anything that plays and works

Shell of choice: the conch

Wallpaper of choice: Not too dark, not too light

Skin of choice: I like my own skin, thank you.

Favourite cartoon character: Peter Griffin, Stan Smith

Personal Quote: People are all books, they have different covers, pages, authors, types, pasts, and stories.
But the thing is, they can ALL be read somehow.

Favourite Movies

Final Fantasy Advent Children, Liar Liar, Hangover 1 and 2, Nightmare Before Christmas

Favourite TV Shows

Family Guy, American Dad, Ghost Adventures, Most Extreme, South Park

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Too many to really count

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allan Poe

Favourite Games

halo games, Dynasty Warriors 6: empires, Call of Duty games, Dante's Inferno, Prototype, Bioshock, Pokemon, Final Fantasy games

Favourite Gaming Platform

Xbox 360, DS, GBA, SNES

Other Interests

swimming, playing vdeo games, writing poetry, hanging out with friends, texting.

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SSJ3-Shima

Jun 28, 2014

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SSJ3-Shima

Jun 12, 2013

Time To Whine Like A Little Baby...

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I wont lie, i'm feeling pretty down right now. I'm a Junior now. I have to decide on something to strive for soon or it'll sneak up on me worse than before it has now. I have to get over everything and learn to get over myself. I am a spoiled brat who was always told to just study and not worry about anything else. Now here I am, 16, terrified to even think of driving, needing a job, needing to discover a career to go for, I cant even cook my own meals unless Ramen or microwavable stuff counts. I get nervous just going up to people at fast food counters. I feel so pathetic right now because I just feel so unnatural and helpless. Driving fills

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SSJ3-Shima

Nov 10, 2012

Devious Journal Entry

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So, I was thinking of doing some form of thing like how visual artists do (paintings, drawings, comics, etc.) but in my own literary art form perhaps? I think i'll take a crack at opening myself up to doing requests for poems. What I aim for with this is simple, What tone of the poem? (happy, sad) What kind? (love, happy scene, sorrow scene, etc.) and give anything specific or details if you want it to be made a certain way. SO YEAH. Sweet Dreams and Happy Days, Peoples :D